Addendum 2: Arrived safely home about 1 am and was of course wide awake, so I unpacked and went through the mail and packages and here I am almost 2am and still wide awake….but I’ve come to some conclusions….yes, again!!! I am scared. It’s that simple. For the first time in I think my entire life, I want something so […]
Addendum….its been a long day, traveling gives you too much time to think and think and people watch and more thinking….and I haven’t heard from the other half….and my heart hurts…I understand in general, but at the same time I don’t. I would do everything in my power to reach out and at least touch base, especially knowing how tenuous […]
Part 2 / Day 5: It’s an early writing day, the rest of the day will be lunch with friends and then at the airport and I’d rather not be stuck writing like I did last time standing in line at the airport security line. So here I am checking in early and pausing for a moment. Nothing about this […]
Part 2 / Day 4: Today I moved to the last and final location for a quick 24 hour stop with some good friends. People I have known literally my entire life and it’s been wonderful to hang out with them and see them and talk and laugh and just catch up….its almost like breathing, its so natural how you […]
Part 2 / Day 4: Last day at this particular place, and last night. It’s been a good day, a little rainy and dreary outside but good spending time talking and reminiscing and of course connecting with the other one. I didn’t want them to read yesterdays post, but then figured it would just be easier to have them read […]
Part 2 / Day 2: Was able to sleep last night the cooler temps have been wonderful and make sleeping easier, but colder also makes one want to snuggle up to someone in the mornings in their bed. And today my bed was lonely…I feel there will be a lot of lonely mornings coming my way. The day was quiet, […]
Part 2 / Day 1: Today I landed at my second destination and it was quite the trip, long, tiring, babies crying, and mechanical problems on the second leg. We were about half boarded on the plane and had to deplane so they could turn off the plane and restart some systems and then start the process all over again, […]
day 5: it was a good day!! Finally a normal day. One filled with friends, laughter, lunch, shopping for deals and a beautiful sunny day. And best of all was talking to the other half twice today. It was an extra measure of a blessing. So after the beauty of the day. I am currently standing in a very long […]
Day 4: While technically I still have one more day of this part of the trip, the hardest parts are over, tomorrow is a good day, a day spent hanging out with a different friend who has been a true support for a very long time and I am excited to just have a regular day. Some more shopping, looking […]
Day 3: today was a lot harder than I had imagined, I knew what I was walking into and knew what I had to do. What I didn’t expect was to be greeted with a warm hug, a smile and even a touch of gratitude for being there. Felt a little lopsided, off-kilter. How do I process this, what do […]