Beauty in the Colors
A long day to be sure, and without even having to talk, this morning the other half read the post about our oldest and her dilemma because they just felt something was off…a connection was made and known and it was another beautiful moment of bearing our mutual worry while so far apart.
Our daughter is fine thankfully and we are grateful, and prayers have been said.
However our focus today turned a little sweeter, a little more tender as we recognized the fragility of life before us and we turned once again to discussing our need for each other and adding to an already long list of things we’d like to do when we are physically reconnected. Our goal is to find a fulfillment of oneness and there are many roads to get there, our ultimate goal is to find a sexual/sensual fulfillment to compliment that, however as we have not been together in some time, we have designated what we call are calling our wiggle period to get all the fun and learning each others bodies again before we delve deeper, we need to know each other intimately, completely and be able to find comfort and safety in that wiggle period. So we have created a fun list of things to do and to try; including some of the usuals, fantasies, kinky, morning wake up calls and so on are all on the list and so far only a few things are off the table mainly having sex with others, and that will be its own post for another day. Our extensive list also includes things like a couples foreplay game, a sex dice game, male & female chastity belts; sex toys, anal sex, a live camera for when one of us is away, outdoor sex, taking pictures and videos of each other and together, and todays discussion led us down the road of making a professional sex video and couple boudoir photos which we researched and found a few options and when the time is right, we will definitely be doing and the hope is for some beautiful photos to put in our bedroom that show the beauty of our intimacy and connection. But we continue to agree that we both have a say and we both have to feel safe, comfortable and if one says no, we are done. There is plenty on our list, we wont get bored anytime soon!
This painting of our lives is not finished but you can already see the beauty in the outlines as the initial sketches come together with vivid colors mixing to showcase the vibrant passion we have for each other even while we are separated. We long to be together, but those roadblocks are still in place and while they will be removed, it will take time. We know that the road is longer than we’d like, but creating our life painting and reaching our final destination will have been worth every hurdle as we unfold a beautiful transformation of our individual selves into one.