Dreams and Fantasies

Part 2 / Day 4: Last day at this particular place, and last night. It’s been a good day, a little rainy and dreary outside but good spending time talking and reminiscing and of course connecting with the other one. I didn’t want them to read yesterdays post, but then figured it would just be easier to have them read it than try to explain it all to them…so our morning communication was trying to get back on track to where we were and where we should be going and I think we are going to be ok. I still have some cold and lonely nights ahead, but I learned there is a package heading my way that will help with some of that and things were said that needed to be said and so we refocus and start again on our way back to each other.

Part of that was sharing some dreams that I have had and some fantasies we have of our coming time together; part of our story here will be connecting in all ways, physically, emotionally and spiritually and today we talked about those aspects and specifically the physical / sexual connections. We feel such a pull towards each other and just a base need to be with each other and to build upon that need in every way, we’ve discussed our limits within the physical realm of what we want to do and accomplish as well as the fantasies we want to play out and using safe words if one feels uncomfortable. Knowing that no matter what we do, that we do it together and choose to be all in, connected and so wrapped up in each other that every touch, look, kiss and sexual connection will be charged with our every need. We have created quite the list of things we want to try and fantasies we want to play out. We have also researched the other types of physical connection, such as Gazing and Tantra to become closer physically, sexually and spiritually. We want to be all in, to be completely engrossed with the other to the point where nothing and no one else matters and to be so safe and comfortable within our sexual desire for each other that it is noticeable to others when we are out and we are not scared or ashamed to share and show that desire as the mood strikes.

So today, fantasies were shared and boy were they hot and we were both turned on. They were for the most part, simple fantasies but detailed enough that we could almost feel and taste them coming to life as we shared. I myself was so turned on that it was hard to not take care of myself as I read what the other wrote about a future date night and the best part is knowing that it was written about us and knowing that it will one day happen and is not just a fantasy but a reality of what we want together. That we want to be bold and open and sexual and pleasing the other is a priority for the both of us. Trying new things together including the use of toys and games to help increase the sexual tension, the desire and the control. And being comfortable enough to share our needs and desires and fantasies with the other and to tell the other what we want and like and don’t.

So I am over here counting down the days and praying as hard as I can that they will go fast till I can be in our shared space and that the other half will soon be able to join me and we can fulfill all of our desires, getting all the fun wiggles out and moving into our journey to find our true connection in every manner.

I know my dreams tonight will be of you my dear and of the things we talked about and fantasized about today and I look forward to more and more conversations detailing our future. I look forward to having you naked by my side every moment, every day and just reveling in your beautiful naked body.