Good but hard days…

It was a very long night, I actually did get some sleep, went to bed at a relatively early time for me and was able to sleep in so that helped, but I woke up several times throughout the night reaching for CJ, its amazing how quickly I adjusted to him being here even for just one night and missing him was emotional.

So today I had a list of things to attend to here at home and running errands, so took my time, was in no hurry, took the back roads and it was a beautiful day out, blue skies and white clouds and it was nice to feel the sun on my face. The errands went well and again, I took my time pursuing the stores, which I generally dont like to do and was reminded of again why…it was crazy out there, of course its the weekend before thanksgiving and the holiday shopping craziness is upon us and let me tell you it was crazy out there. I only needed a few things but one store took almost an hour between the number of shoppers in the store and the line, it was ridiculous, but since I was in no hurry and had my phone and music I was able to listen and just get though it.

I also stopped at this really great natural health store and grabbed a few new supplements and health related items for me to get stronger.

Overall it was a good day but hard to not be able to hear from CJ very often as the situation has made that difficult today, but there were a few moments and it was nice, but after the week we’ve had spending so much time together and being in touch almost constantly and talking all the time, it was even more difficult to go backwards today.

So I sit here tonight having cooked dinner for one, with leftovers in the fridge and watching stupid TV when I should be doing other things, but just no motivation.