Beauty in the Nosedive
Friday, never my favorite day. And to top it off, another rough day, but sometimes hard is required of us and we all go through tough times, it’s how we handle them. Today was a semi-well-handled day, I could not have imagined that CJ could have handled it better than he did and it was a rough one.
I spent the day in scriptures and prayer and did my best to support and help and lift up, not sure I did a great job, but I tried. I sent supporting messages and scriptures and we talked and had lunch and sent pictures to get through the day. But it was time for a decision to be made and I believe that it has been made.
But making a decision and acting on them are two different things, and acting on it will be hard, but on the other side the difference will begin to be seen and felt and one day the sun will shine again and He will walk us through each hard step, He will cary us, He will guide us and He will help us if we but ask.
So today we asked, extensively and I continue to ask and keep asking, more for CJs sake than mine. My hardship has come and past and now he has to walk through his and I will do everything I can to support him, I wish I could take this burden from him, but only He can do that.
Yet another song today, its been that kind of week, but this one surprisingly by Post Malone really hits home today, its about going through hard times and how you choose to go through them and when we are in them we can always find the good and the beauty, there will always be good and bad, there will always be opposition but when we face them with a heart turned to Him, we can find the good, the beauty from the ashes and the beauty in the nosedive that tears us down.
Nosedive: Post Malone / Lainey Wilson
I found God lookin’ for the devil
Chasin’ a high couldn’t keep forever
It’s always worse before the better I suppose
And how far down it’s hard to tell
When to buy and when to sell
Cuz that comedown it hurts like hell
And every thorn has it’s rose
chorus
Sometimes you’re drivin’
Sometimes you’re stallin’
Sometimes you’re flyin’
Sometimes you’re fallin’
But there’s still beauty in the nosedive
Sometimes you’re runnin’
Sometimes you’re crawlin’
Sometimes you’re broke
Sometimes you’re ballin’
But there’s still beauty in the nosedive
verse
I hit rock and dropped the shovel
Clawed my way out past the rubble
Do my best stay outta trouble heaven knows
Sometimes the picture it ain’t perfect
But there’s learnin’ in the hurtin’
Sick of barin’ all the burden
Every thorn has it’s rose
chorus
Sometimes you’re drivin’
Sometimes you’re stallin’
Sometimes you’re flyin’
Sometimes you’re fallin’
But there’s still beauty in the nosedive
Sometimes you’re runnin’
Sometimes you’re crawlin’
Sometimes you’re broke
Sometimes you’re ballin’
But there’s still beauty in the nosedive
bridge
On my descent
The turbulence
Is my best friend
Buckle up and enjoy the ride
I cut my line
Through pale blue sky
To remind me I’m alive
chorus
Sometimes you’re drivin’
Sometimes you’re stallin’
Sometimes you’re flyin’
Sometimes you’re fallin’
But there’s still beauty in the nosedive
Sometimes you’re runnin’
Sometimes you’re crawlin’
Sometimes you’re broke
Sometimes you’re ballin’
But there’s still beauty in the nosedive
outro
Sometimes you’re drivin’
Sometimes you’re stallin’
Sometimes you’re flyin’
Sometimes you’re fallin’
But there’s still beauty in the nosedive