Today the residual anxiety got the best of me and God kept sending bricks from heaven to push me back on track, but they just weren’t quite getting through. Funny how fear sometimes paralyzes us. This trip paralyzed me this past 24 hours and I struggled, struggled in a way that I don’t think I knew was possible. I’m that […]
On a very rare occasion I have a little anxiety attack, small and manageable. This evening I suffered what felt like a tsunami of one, nothing I was doing would ease the worry, stress, fast heartbeat, fear, feeling sick to my stomach, and the lack of understanding why this was happening or what was causing it. Normally I am pretty […]
Today was by far a better day, the stress of the weekend, the prayers, tears, more prayers and finding the strength to focus on what I know to be true has been tested and I am back on target, I am facing my true north again. I know what needs to be done, I know how to get there on […]