Oneness

Finding Oneness is a long journey and is commonly called Oneness, Spiritual Awakening, Enlightenment, Connection, Spiritual Integration, Spiritual Calling, evolution and many others, but no matter what you call the path that you are on, it takes research, determination and a lot of time to understand your path forward before you can even begin to reach the beginning stages of […]

Time to dig in

It’s the weekend, and what a beautiful weekend it has been, what a beautiful week it has been. Last weekend was a rough one and Sunday was a very hard day for both of us but it ended with CJ coming over to spend the night. That hard day resulted in CJ being closer to town again, and he was […]

Good but hard days…

It was a very long night, I actually did get some sleep, went to bed at a relatively early time for me and was able to sleep in so that helped, but I woke up several times throughout the night reaching for CJ, its amazing how quickly I adjusted to him being here even for just one night and missing […]

I miss him

Another banner Friday…ok not really. Still struggling with the withdrawal symptoms, I had hoped that I would be feeling better, but had another rough night, well half a night. Started maybe 3/4 am and lasted into the morning and decided to take yet another day off of work. However last night was a beautiful night. CJ passed through town and […]

Nothing but Gratitude

Today was a rough day for me, it was a down day, but for medical reasons. I have been pushing myself since this last surgery and the move and settling in and today it took its toll as I am also in the grips of come off of some medicine that has required a slow tritraion off of and as […]

I will never tire of him

Another day, another opportunity to look for the good, to see what blessings we have been given. We have been on such a long journey and to know what’s right around the corner, it’s like time has slowed down again. It’s like He wants me/us/CJ to take a moment and breathe it all in. To see Him in all of […]

Hold on

Another Monday for the books!! The good books that is. It was a long night, I didn’t sleep well, the king size bed at the hotel was way too big, too much room and too lonely to be in it by myself, note for next time to go ahead with the 2 queen beds in a room. But I managed […]

My one and only

Today I went to church, it was interesting. I went to a church that I thought I would feel comfortable at and where I would feel maybe at home, I dont know what I was looking for and it wasn’t a bad day, I stayed and it was nice, but something was just off. Of course my first thoughts were […]

He makes my heart smile

My first full Saturday here in the new space, yes I was here last weekend but that was moving day, so this constitutes a first. I did my best to try to sleep in, but my body had other ideas and 6am came and I was awake…laid in bed for awhile just thinking and dreaming of CJ and the future. […]

A perfect beast

Another great day for the books, and yes even though it’s Friday, it was a good day. CJ is close..ish to town for the weekend and so with my part time schedule I was able to finish work and drive to where he is. We only had a lunch date, but it was a beautiful lunch date. We took some […]